A Powerful Testimony of Dr. Caroline Paulson, Eye Specialist, Dubai

"Jesus Restored My Career, Reputation and Family Life Through the Kreupasanam Udampadi"

"For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)

I am Dr. Caroline Paulson, an ophthalmologist working in Dubai. Today, with a heart full of gratitude, I wish to share the wonderful interventions that the Lord granted me through the intercession of our Blessed Mother at Kreupasanam.

A few years ago, I was going through one of the most difficult periods of my professional life. I was employed in a reputed clinic in Dubai where the management constantly pressured doctors to generate more revenue. Along with this pressure, the surgical equipment provided for eye surgeries was inadequate and unreliable.

As an eye surgeon, this situation deeply troubled me. During that period, two of my patients developed complications following surgery. Although other doctors helped manage the situation, the incidents affected me emotionally and professionally. My confidence was shaken, and my reputation as a doctor suffered greatly.

At that time, one of my friends, Dr. Jolsna, introduced me to the Kreupasanam Udampadi prayer movement. Feeling helpless and burdened, I joined the Online Udambadi in February 2025 and later came personally to Kreupasanam and made the Pilgrim Udampadi on July 4, 2025.

Around the same time, I attended several job interviews hoping for a better opportunity, but none of them were successful. However, after making the Udampadi with Jesus Christ through Mother Mary's intercession, doors that had remained closed suddenly opened.

By the grace of God, I received an appointment in another reputed hospital in Dubai. It was truly a gift from Jesus through the prayers and intercession of Kreupasanam Mother Mary.

The Lord did not stop there.

At my new hospital, despite facing difficult situations and major professional challenges, I have not experienced a single surgical error. The confidence I had lost was restored. Slowly, my reputation as a doctor returned, and I was able to serve my patients with peace and assurance once again.

The blessings were not limited to my career alone.

For nearly seven to eight years, my family had been carrying misunderstandings and emotional wounds. Through participation in the Kreupasanam Sandhya Prayer and through the special prayers for departed souls encouraged at Kreupasanam, many of these long-standing issues were resolved. Peace gradually entered our family life.

I also began attending the weekly retreats conducted by Rev. Fr. V. P. Joseph and shared Kreupasanam publications and newsletters with my colleagues in the hospitals where I worked. Many of them began reading the Word of God and experienced spiritual growth.

Most importantly, I received an inner peace that I had never experienced before.

The anger, sadness, disappointments and emotional burdens that had accumulated over many years slowly disappeared. During the crossroads of my life, Jesus, through the loving intercession of Mother Mary, held my hand and guided me forward.

Today I firmly believe that no problem is too great for Jesus.

Human efforts alone cannot solve every difficulty. Professional skills, experience, intelligence and hard work are important, but ultimately it is the grace of God that opens impossible doors and brings healing to broken situations.

As an act of gratitude for the blessings I received, I try to help those who struggle financially and support charitable causes whenever possible.

To anyone who is going through severe trials in career, family life or personal struggles, I wish to say this:

Do not lose hope.

Make an Udampadi with Jesus through the intercession of Mother Mary. Trust in the Lord completely. The Lord who guided Abraham through his testing period and the Lord who strengthened me in my trials will surely guide you too.

As the Scripture says:

"Though the Lord may give you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide himself anymore, but your eyes shall see your Teacher. And when you turn to the right or when you turn to the left, your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, 'This is the way; walk in it.'"
— Isaiah 30:20-21 (RSV-CE)

All glory, honour and thanksgiving belong to our Lord Jesus Christ and to our loving Mother Mary, through whose intercession these blessings were granted.

Praise be to Jesus! Ave Maria!

An Inspiring Testimony of Sathi, a Hindu Woman and her son Vishnu

 

"Our Lady of Kreupasanam Brought Us Here" – The Inspiring Testimony of Sathi, a Hindu Woman from Vaikom

"At the sacred altar of Kreupasanam, where I believe our Blessed Mother reveals her living presence, my son and I stand today only because she herself brought us here. All glory and thanksgiving belong to Mother Mary and to Lord Jesus Christ."

My name is Sathi, and I am a Hindu woman from Vaikom, Kerala. I work as a Nurse Assistant at Kottayam Medical College.

My journey to Kreupasanam began through my friend Ambika, who lovingly introduced me to the Shrine and encouraged me to make the Kreupasanam Udambadi (Covenant Prayer). On 4 July 2023, I made my first Udambadi with one heartfelt intention—that my son Vishnu would receive God's blessing for a secure government job.

A Mother's Desire

More than anything else, I wanted my son to participate in the 23rd Kreupasanam Rosary Rally.

Unfortunately, I could not attend because I was unable to get leave from my duties at the Medical College. I was deeply disappointed, but I continued praying with faith.

When preparations began for the 24th Rosary Rally in October 2024, I joined the Akhanda Japamala (Perpetual Rosary) online and prayed every day.

Just then, another obstacle arose.

My son informed me that he would be unable to attend the Rosary Rally because his PSC examination was scheduled for the very same day.

As a mother, my heart was broken.

I prayed earnestly:

"Mother, after all these prayers, please don't let this opportunity pass us by."

Mother Mary's Loving Intervention

Later, someone in our prayer group informed me that there was a Volunteers' Rosary Rally a week before the main rally.

Immediately, my son and I decided to attend.

We reached Kreupasanam and prayerfully participated in the rally.

Afterwards, someone asked,

"Didn't you come last week to receive Father V. P. Joseph's blessing? It would have been a great blessing for your son's government job."

Hearing this made me very sad because I thought we had missed that opportunity forever.

With tears in our eyes, my son and I prayed a heartfelt Hail Mary.

As we were returning home through Marari Beach, we stopped for a short rest.

To my great surprise, I suddenly saw Rev. Fr. V. P. Joseph, accompanied by Sr. Jomol and a few others, walking nearby.

I immediately called my son.

We approached Father and explained,

"Father, my son cannot come next week because he has his examination. That is why we participated in today's rally."

Father smiled warmly and asked,

"What is your name?"

"My name is Vishnu," my son replied.

Then Father blessed him saying,

"Go and write your examination. You will do well. One day you will come back here and give your testimony."

Father blessed both of us.

At that very moment, I felt deep within my heart that our Blessed Mother had heard my prayers.

The Examination

On the day of his examination, my son prepared himself with great faith.

Before leaving home, he prayed.

He reverently used the blessed oil and blessed salt from Kreupasanam and carried blessed salt with him.

As he entered the examination hall, he silently prayed once again.

At that very moment, he noticed a church standing nearby.

Immediately, peace filled his heart.

He believed Mother Mary was walking with him.

He wrote the examination with complete confidence.

An Unexpected Blessing

When the PSC results were finally published, we were overwhelmed with joy.

My son Vishnu secured the 42nd Rank.

Soon afterwards, he received his Government Appointment Order.

Holding that appointment order in our hands, we returned to Kreupasanam—not to ask for another miracle, but to offer thanksgiving.

Every blessing belonged to God.

A Promise to Continue Serving

During the Rosary Rally I made another promise.

As long as God gives me health, my son and I will continue serving as volunteers during the Kreupasanam Rosary Rallies.

We also distribute Kreupasanam newspapers and continue sharing the devotion with others.

Today our entire family has deep faith in Lord Jesus Christ and Mother Mary.

Before leaving home each day, we pray together.

My son often says,

"Mom, please apply the blessed oil."

Then together we ask Jesus and Mother Mary to protect us wherever we go.

We regularly pray the Rosary, read the Holy Bible, visit poor and sick people, help orphanages, and support those who have no one to care for them.

Whenever possible, I also send a small monthly contribution to an elderly woman who has no one to look after her.

Protected from a Serious Accident

One day, while returning home near Kallara, our motorcycle suddenly skidded and overturned.

Within moments we found ourselves dangerously close to an oncoming KSRTC bus.

Looking back, I firmly believe that Mother Mary protected us.

We escaped with only minor scratches.

Had things happened differently, I might not be alive today.

Once again, I thanked Jesus and our Blessed Mother for their loving protection.

Vishnu's Testimony

Vishnu also wishes to thank God for every blessing in his life.

Although it was I who made the Udambadi, my son prayed faithfully every single day.

Before every examination, he prayed with the blessed oil and blessed salt from Kreupasanam.

By God's grace, he was included in both the LGSS and LDSS rank lists.

He began his government service in the LGSS department on 7 May and continues to trust God for further opportunities, including the LDC rank list.

In his own words,

"Everything I have today is because of God. I thank Jesus Christ and Mother Mary countless times. This government job is not the result of my own abilities. It is a blessing received through the intercession of my Kreupasanam Mother. All glory belongs to God alone."

A Life Transformed by Faith

What began as the prayer of a worried Hindu mother seeking God's help for her son became a journey of deep faith in Jesus Christ through the loving intercession of Mother Mary.

Today, Sathi and Vishnu continue to return to Kreupasanam—not merely to ask for blessings, but to thank God for His countless mercies.

Their testimony stands as a witness that sincere prayer, unwavering faith, and complete trust in God can transform lives in extraordinary ways.

"Thanks and praise be to Lord Jesus Christ and to our Blessed Mother forever."

"From Obstacles to Approval": A Hindu Principal's Kreupasanam Testimony

 

The following testimony is shared by Reshma, a Hindu educator from Kerala who, along with her husband Vijay, runs a private school in Bhopal, Madhya Pradesh. Through her participation in the Kreupasanam Udampadi prayer and her growing faith in Jesus Christ and the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary, she experienced remarkable blessings in her personal, professional, and spiritual life. Her testimony stands as a witness to God's providence, the power of prayer, and the loving intercession of Mother Mary.

All glory and honor belong to God alone.

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"Jesus Built Our School" – The Testimony of Reshma, a Hindu School Principal from Bhopal

Praise be to God!

I am deeply grateful to the Blessed Virgin Mary and to Lord Jesus Christ for giving me this opportunity to share my testimony. My name is Reshma. I am a Hindu by birth and currently serve as the Headmistress of a private school in Bhopal, Madhya Pradesh. My husband, Vijay, is the Director of our school.

For many years, our school functioned in a rented building with very limited facilities. Although we dreamed of establishing our own school campus, we lacked the financial resources necessary to make it a reality.

My mother introduced me to Kreupasanam and encouraged me to make an Udampadi (covenant) prayer. However, even before coming to Kreupasanam, Jesus had been present in my life from a very young age. In 2024, I visited the shrine and made an Udampadi, placing before God my desire to establish a good school.

After making the covenant, I encountered numerous obstacles. For nearly a year, I struggled through many challenges. My husband and I devoted ourselves completely to the project. Every morning we would wake up early, kneel down together, and pray. I did not follow any special rituals. I simply spoke to Jesus from my heart. Since childhood, I have always felt that Jesus has cared for me as His own daughter.

I come from a small village in Kerala and studied in a Malayalam-medium school. Today, I am serving as an educator in Bhopal. This is not because of my abilities, hard work, or financial support from my family. Every achievement in my life is entirely due to Jesus Christ. Through Kreupasanam, I also came to know and love Mother Mary more deeply.

As I grew in devotion to Our Lady, I found myself reading the Bible more frequently. Whenever I sought guidance, Jesus would often lead me to John 19:26-27, where, from the Cross, He entrusted His mother to the beloved disciple and the disciple to His mother. Through that passage, I understood the gift of Mary as our spiritual Mother.

From that moment, my life began to change in remarkable ways.

I would like to tell everyone who comes to this place of grace: if you surrender your burdens to Mother Mary and trust in Jesus, there is no need to fear sickness, work-related problems, or any other difficulty. Mother Mary intercedes for us, and Jesus never abandons us.

As we worked to establish the school, we desperately needed financial assistance. Every door seemed closed. I cried often and prayed intensely to Jesus and Mother Mary. One day, I prayed, "Mother, at least let me lay the foundation stone for the school by Christmas."

By God's grace, not only was the foundation laid, but the school was completed and inaugurated. Amazingly, the final building was even larger and better than the original plan we had prepared.

Initially, I hoped to secure a loan of around ₹30 lakh. Because we were Keralites living in another state, obtaining financial assistance was not easy. To my surprise, the bank approved a much larger loan than I expected. I truly believe this was a miracle brought about through the Udampadi prayer.

Throughout the construction process, I relied on the Udampadi oil and salt. Whenever difficulties arose, I would pray and use them with faith. Eventually, the school was completed and opened successfully.

However, a major challenge still remained. We needed official approval to operate the school as a high school. We had invested heavily in laboratories, a library, classrooms, and all the necessary facilities. Yet, to my shock, our application for approval was rejected.

I was devastated. We had taken large loans, conducted admissions, and publicized the school. Without approval, everything seemed lost.

During this difficult period, I began participating regularly in the online prayers and meditations led through Kreupasanam. I listened attentively to testimonies of God's intervention in the lives of others.

One day, while praying with tears before a candle, I noticed what appeared to be the image of Mother Mary on the candle flame. Deeply moved, I opened the Bible and prayed for guidance. The passage I received was Luke 1:43: "Why am I so favored, that the mother of my Lord should come to me?"

That verse touched my heart profoundly. I felt assured that Mother Mary herself had come into my home and was accompanying me through this struggle.

I continued praying and waiting for a breakthrough.

When I submitted an appeal against the rejection, many people told me there was no hope. Some officials openly stated that the approval would never be granted. Yet every time I opened the Bible, the Lord encouraged me not to lose faith.

One day, during a prayer session, I heard that the Lord would bring breakthroughs on the 7th day of the month. Holding on to that word, I began checking the government website repeatedly every day.

At first, nothing happened. But later, I received an unexpected phone call. I was informed that while many appeals had been rejected, our school's appeal had been approved.

I cannot describe the joy I felt at that moment. The approval had finally been granted.

Our school had faced opposition from various quarters. As outsiders from Kerala, we often encountered prejudice and obstacles. Yet God removed every barrier and granted us favor.

When the approval came through, I knew I had to return to Kreupasanam and publicly thank God.

Around the same time, another concern arose. My husband developed severe pain and a swelling in his abdomen. The lump appeared and disappeared, causing us great anxiety. Fearing a serious illness, I prayed fervently to Jesus and Mother Mary and used the Udampadi oil and salt with faith.

My husband himself knelt before Mother's picture and prayed, asking only for good health, peace, and a long life.

Soon afterward, we consulted doctors. To our great relief, the condition turned out to be minor. He required only minimal treatment and recovered quickly. Once again, we experienced God's mercy.

In our family, we have witnessed many other blessings through the Udampadi prayer. My nephew, who struggled academically, scored more than 90% in his examinations after being included in our prayers. Many family members have experienced God's intervention in their lives.

The greatest transformation, however, has occurred in my spiritual life.

Before coming to Kreupasanam, I prayed only occasionally. Today, I wake up every morning at 5:30 to spend time with God. No matter how busy I am, I never neglect prayer. My husband and I kneel together daily to read the Bible.

Since 2020, I have written Scripture verses every day and prayed over them. Whenever I face important decisions, I seek guidance through God's Word. Time and again, the Lord has spoken to me through the Bible.

One of my personal struggles was my lack of confidence in English. Having studied in Malayalam medium throughout my schooling, I often felt embarrassed about my language skills. Yet, despite my weaknesses, God has blessed me. Today, I teach English in Bhopal.

This has taught me an important lesson: our limitations do not matter when we place our trust in Jesus and Mother Mary. They provide the wisdom, strength, and grace we need at the right time.

We also try to serve the poor around us. In Bhopal, we support needy children and families by providing food, clothing, and financial assistance whenever possible. I believe that serving others is one way of expressing gratitude for the blessings God has bestowed upon us.

Looking back, I realize that the school I dreamed of was much smaller than the one God eventually gave us. His plans were far greater than mine.

Today, I offer a thousand thanks to Lord Jesus Christ and to Blessed Mother Mary. Everything we have achieved—our school, our family's well-being, our spiritual growth, and every blessing in our lives—has come through God's grace.

I encourage everyone to read the Bible faithfully and seek God's guidance in every decision. The Lord Jesus Christ walks with us, speaks to us through His Word, and never abandons those who trust in Him.

Thank you, Lord Jesus.

Thank you, Mother Mary.

Praise be to God forever.

Diya Sivadasan's Bone marrow cancer cured through Udambadi

✨ A Powerful Testimony of Healing and Faith from Kochi

This is yet another astonishing testimony from a poor Hindu lady from Thammanam, Kochi—a mother of two young boys. She was diagnosed with cancer and was completely shattered when the doctor told her that the chances of recovery were very low.

Her testimony is shared below in her own words.

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🕊️ “I Stand Here by Grace”

I am able to stand today and share my testimony on the altar where the Mother of God appeared. I am deeply grateful to my Heavenly Mother and to Jesus.

My name is Diya Sivadasan, and I am from Thammanam in Ernakulam district. I was going through the most difficult phase of my life. In January 2025, I came to know about the Kreupasanam Mother of Grace. Around the same time, I was diagnosed with bone marrow cancer.

I have two small children—one is five years old and the other is three. I did not know what to do. My husband was away, and my father, who is also unwell, was the only one with me.

I became very weak. My legs were swollen and painful. We are a financially struggling family, and I had no idea how we would manage the treatment. Like anyone in my situation, I asked the doctor if I would survive. The doctor said that cancer is incurable and may return again and again.

Heartbroken, I dropped my children at school and requested their teacher to take special care of them in case I could not return.

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🙏 A Turning Point

At that moment, an LKG teacher, Miss Darli, noticed me crying and came to me. When I told her about my condition, she asked if I could come with her to Kreupasanam.

I told her I could barely walk. My legs were swollen, and I was breathless. But she encouraged me and said she would help me.

With great difficulty, I went with her by bus. My swelling worsened during the journey, and I could hardly get down. But she supported me and took me inside the shrine near the altar.

As I sat there and stretched my legs, I was shocked—the swelling had completely disappeared.

I could not believe it. I had come with swollen feet, but suddenly there was no swelling at all.

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🪜 Strength Beyond Human Ability

Miss Darli then told me to go to the second floor to make an “Udambadi” (offering). I wondered how I could even climb one floor, as I usually became breathless.

But something extraordinary happened.

I climbed two floors without stopping. There was no breathlessness, no pain. I could not believe what had just happened.

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💰 Miraculous Provision

After returning home, I was worried about money. I had no idea how I would manage the treatment expenses.

One day, I heard a loud sound in my room. When I looked around, I found money lying near my clothes. It was as if I was being reminded not to forget God’s providence.

Later, when I was admitted to the hospital, money began to come in unexpectedly. Strangers contributed. Funds appeared in my account. People even handed me cash directly.

Despite having nothing, everything was provided.

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🕯️ Divine Presence

During my suffering, I experienced something I cannot fully explain.

One morning, I heard my mother’s voice calling me for prayer—but she was actually asleep downstairs.

Another night, while I was in isolation, unable to see my children, I prayed for peace. When I opened my eyes, I saw a figure of the Mother standing near me. I felt no fear—only comfort.

From that moment, I knew I was not alone.

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🏥 Healing and Recovery

There were days when I could not eat or even speak. The doctor warned that without eating, my chances of recovery were low.

Following guidance, I began rinsing with salt water. On the third day, I was finally able to eat. The doctor said this was a turning point and that recovery was now possible.

Today, all my test results are negative.

Before every test, I pray, anoint myself, and place my trust in God. I am not a Christian, and I knew nothing about prayers or the Bible. But I began praying the Rosary daily and reading the Bible with the help of an app.

Slowly, I grew closer to Jesus.

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💼 Restoration of Life

I work at InfoPark. During my illness, I feared losing my job. But I prayed sincerely.

Soon, I received a call from my office saying I could return to work if I provided a fitness certificate. By God’s grace, I rejoined my job.

Now, even my colleagues come to me and ask me to pray for them.

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❤️ A Life of Gratitude and Service

This experience transformed my life.

I began helping others—cooking food for the needy, supporting patients, visiting hospitals, and encouraging those who are afraid.

Even with limited means, I try to contribute to those in need every month.

I also share my experience with others, especially cancer patients, encouraging them not to lose hope.

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🌸 A Message of Hope

Cancer is a difficult disease, but more than anything, it requires courage. When we lose hope, we lose everything. But when we trust in God, strength comes from within.

Today, I am not afraid anymore.

My Mother and Jesus are with me. I believe I have been given a second life—for my children and for others.

I will remain faithful for the rest of my life.

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🙏 Gratitude

Let us thank Lord Jesus and Mother Mary for their blessings, protection, and healing grace.

Thank you, Jesus. Praise be to You.

Miracle through Kreupasanam Paper to Non Christian family

From Debt and Despair to Divine Grace: The Testimony of Sathyan MC from Thiruvalla

My name is Sathyan MC, and I am from Thiruvalla. This is my wife Mini. With deep gratitude in my heart, I stand today as a witness to the grace and blessings we received through the prayers at Kreupasanam. What I am about to share is not just a story of financial recovery, but a journey of faith, trust, and experiencing the living presence of God in our lives.

Life Before the Crisis

Before the COVID-19 pandemic, I worked as a contract laborer and interior contractor. I handled several small projects and had a good team of workers. Life was going well. I had vehicles, workers, and steady income.

But everything changed after COVID.

Several of my worksites closed down. Projects stopped suddenly. Workers left. Within a short period, I lost almost everything and fell into heavy debt of more than ₹25 lakhs. I couldn’t even start new work because there were no opportunities. For a long time, I did not earn even a single rupee.

Debt is very painful when it is owed to many individuals rather than a bank. When ten different people expect their money back, someone will always come to your home asking for it. Most of the time I stayed away, but my wife had to face them.

The humiliation, the accusations, and the loss of trust were unbearable.

A Difficult Time at Home

During this difficult period, my 92-year-old father became bedridden. He needed constant care for everything—getting up, eating, and even going to the bathroom. Seeing him suffer in pain broke our hearts.

I stopped taking work to stay with him and take care of him.

At the same time, our financial situation kept worsening. Our house and a small 10-cent property were in my father’s name, and there was already a bank loan on it. Eventually, revenue recovery notices started arriving from the bank.

I had lost my vehicles. My credit score was badly affected, and no bank was willing to offer me a loan. At the age of 53, I felt completely helpless.

Struggling in Kozhikode

In the middle of all these problems, a company in Kozhikode that knew my work called me and offered some projects. I went there with a few workers, hoping to rebuild my life.

For nearly three years, I worked there.

Although the projects were big, the biggest problem was payment delays. Workers demanded wages, and many disputes arose. Some people even filed legal complaints over small amounts.

Instead of solving my financial problems, the situation pushed me deeper into debt. Finally, I returned home, exhausted and hopeless.

The Turning Point: Discovering Kreupasanam

At that time, a woman showed my wife a Kreupasanam newspaper and told her:

"If you go to Kreupasanam and take the Marian Covenant (Udambadi), your problems will change."

We had never heard or visited Kreupasanam before. I was born and raised in a Hindu family, and I didn’t know anything about the covenant or its meaning.

But in our helpless situation, we decided to go.

On January 11, 2023, I came to Kreupasanam and took the Udambadi (Marian Covenant).

Small Miracles Begin

After attending the covenant classes and beginning daily prayers, something unexpected started happening.

From the very next day, small changes began.

Customers who had earlier rejected me started calling again. New job opportunities slowly began to appear. Work started coming again little by little.

Although my debts were still there, I felt hope returning to my life.

A Financial Breakthrough

One of my biggest worries was the ₹12 lakh bank loan on our property. The bank had already sent legal notices.

At that time, a friend stepped forward and helped me by arranging a temporary loan to clear the bank’s dues so that my property would not be seized. It felt like a miracle because no one had been willing to help earlier.

Later, through another friend and some unexpected connections, I got an opportunity to approach a bank again. Despite my poor credit history, things started moving in my favor.

The bank manager personally visited and reviewed my situation. To my surprise, the process moved forward smoothly.

On February 25, I was able to settle the major debt with the help of the new loan arrangement.

For me, this was nothing less than Mother’s blessing.

Restoration and New Beginnings

Earlier, I had lost all my vehicles due to financial struggles.

Today, by God’s grace, I have been able to purchase two new vehicles, and my work has started improving again.

More importantly, our spiritual life has changed completely.

My wife and I now gather for daily prayer. We pray regularly and try to live according to the commitment we made through the Marian Covenant.

A New Mission: Helping Others

The blessings we received inspired us to help others as well.

Today, whenever possible, I try to:

• Help small businesses

• Support bedridden patients

• Share the Kreupasanam newspaper with others

Some people mock us when we distribute it, but we continue with a smile. Even if it helps one person who is suffering like we once did, it is worth it.

Recently, I met a man suffering from stage-four cancer who was struggling to afford treatment. In my heart, I desire to help him too, if Mother blesses me with the ability.

The Power of God’s Presence

One Bible verse that touched my heart deeply is from Exodus 3:12:

"I will be with you."

When Moses felt weak and incapable, God did not promise him strength or skills first. Instead, He promised His presence.

If God is with us, every mission becomes possible.

We may face financial problems, health struggles, or family difficulties. But when we believe that God walks with us, we are never alone.

A Message of Faith

The Bible reminds us:

• Romans 10:11 – “Those who believe in Him will never be put to shame.”

• Mark 10:27 – “What is impossible for humans is possible for God.”

• Matthew 21:22 – “Whatever you ask in prayer with faith, you will receive.”

Through the Marian Covenant, we learn to live with the constant awareness that God is with us.

That faith changed my life.

A Word of Gratitude

Today, I thank Jesus Christ and Mother Mary with all my heart for the grace they poured into our lives.

From debt, humiliation, and despair, God lifted our family and gave us a new beginning.

May this testimony encourage anyone who is struggling today.

Trust in God. Pray with faith. Commit your life to Him.

Nothing is impossible for God.

Praise be to Lord Jesus Christ! Ave Maria!

Kreupasanam Testimony of Razzaq from Kannur

From Desperation to Divine Intervention: The Testimony of Razzaq from Kannur

In the town of Payyavoor in Kannur lives a Muslim man named Razzaq with his wife and son. Rassack is running a small shop near the bus stand to support his family. His life was simple, but suddenly it became unbearably heavy.

A Man Crushed by Debt

Razzaq had fallen into enormous financial debt. The burden was suffocating. Creditors were pressing, income was limited, and there seemed to be no way out.

He owned a property which he had been trying to sell for ₹50 lakhs, hoping it would rescue him from his crisis. But months passed. There were no buyers.

Hopelessness slowly consumed him. He was desperate.

A Suggestion That Changed Everything

Seeing his helpless condition, someone advised him to visit the renowned Marian Shrine in alappuzha, Kreupasanam, and take an Udambadi (a covenant prayer).

Being a Muslim, Razzaq initially hesitated. It was unfamiliar territory. But when a man reaches the end of his strength, he becomes open to grace. With nothing left to lose, he went and took the Udampadi.

The Rosary Maha Rally Experience

After taking the Udambadi, Rassaq participated in the Kreupasanam Rosary Maha Rally held on the last Saturday of October 2025. As he joined thousands in reciting the Holy Rosary, the rally moved towards its destination — the historic Arthunkal Basilica.

By the time the rally reached the Basilica, Razzaq was physically exhausted because of the 20 Kms walk.

But then something extraordinary happened.

He suddenly felt a cool breeze touching him. Instantly, he was refreshed. Strength returned to his body. More than physical relief, he experienced what he describes as a Heavenly anointing.

From that moment, something changed within him. His faith in Jesus Christ and the Holy Virgin Mother Mary grew stronger.

A Shop Turned Into a Mission Field

After this experience, Razzaq did not remain silent.

Back at his small shop near the Payyavoor bus stand, he began proclaiming the Gospel boldly — even to non-Christians. He distributed copies of the Kreupasanam newspaper, claiming that he has shared nearly 2,000 copies. Whenever alone he used to read the Holy bible and recite the Rosary Prayer.

He also encouraged and brought others to the Marian Shrine.

When he met the Director of Kreupasanam, Rev. Fr. Joseph Valiyaveettil, he blessed him and gave a Kreupasanam Medal and advised him to sprinkle blessed salt on his property.

The Miracle Sale

What happened next left everyone astonished.

The property that had no buyers at ₹50 lakhs was suddenly bought by one of his own friends — not for ₹50 lakhs — but for ₹60 lakhs.

A completely unexpected turn.

Razzaq firmly believes this was the miraculous intervention of Jesus Christ through the intercession of the Holy Virgin Mother.

A Family Transformed

After witnessing these impossible events, Razzaq has become a staunch believer. His wife and family too testify that they have seen extraordinary and unexpected blessings in their lives.

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This is not merely a story of financial recovery.

It is a testimony of how grace can reach anyone — beyond religion, beyond hesitation, beyond doubt.

When desperation meets faith, miracles unfold.

Jesus Christ is the Lord and God of all...

Couple treated for 20 Years by 22 Doctors for a child but...!

 “You Will Have a Child”

 A Testimony of Persistent Faith and Divine Promise

For 20 long years, a married couple - Nisha Raja and Raja - journeyed in unmet longing. Two full decades passed with hopeful hearts, countless dreams cradled and then laid aside. They consulted twenty-two doctors, pursued every medical test, every possible treatment; yet none brought fruit, none gave the blessing they yearned for—a child!

In their despair and growing exhaustion, they encountered Rev. Fr. V. P. Joseph of Kreupasanam, a man whose words would become a turning point. Against all medical odds, he declared with faith and certainty: "You will have a child"!

The Burden of Waiting:

* Doctor after Doctor: Over twenty years, they sought medical advice, diagnostics, interventions — but none succeeded. Their story is one of hope deferred, and disappointment piled upon disappointment.

* Faith tested: In this time, discouragement, isolation, guilt, and unanswered “why?” questions must have been constant companions. Faith waned at times; doubt must have tempted. But they pressed on.

The Declaration of Hope: 

When Rev. Fr. Joseph spoke, it was not from enthusiasm born of ignorance, nor from blind optimism. It was born of prayer, of conviction, and trust in God’s word. He declared what the couple could no longer see with their eyes, but believed in their hearts.

That declaration was a turning point—not simply because it offered hope, but because the couple chose to believe it, to cling to it. In darkness, they believed light. In silence, they believed God was speaking.

The Miracle:

Some time after Fr. Joseph’s prophecy, their faith was rewarded: they conceived and moved forward to welcome a child. A promise made, long delayed, now fulfilled.

This testimony underscores that healing and deliverance may not occur instantly sometimes, but God’s timing is perfect. What medical science could not accomplish in twenty years, what twenty-two doctors could not deliver, what perhaps seemed impossible—still remained possible with God.

Lessons of Faith from their Story:

1. Perseverance in Prayer

   The couple did not give up hope. Their story reminds us to keep praying, to keep believing, even when all human avenues seem exhausted.

2. Faith Beyond Circumstances

   Faith is not merely believing when things look good, but believing when they look impossible.

3. Power of God’s Word Delivered by His faithful Servants

   The role of Rev. Fr. Joseph was pivotal—not just as a messenger, but as an instrument of God’s hope. Bold declarations of God’s promises matter.

4. God’s Glory in Delay

   Sometimes delayed blessings serve to deepen faith, refine character, enlarge hope, and glorify God all the more when the promise is finally fulfilled.

Invitation & Reflection

If you are someone who has waited long for a promise, someone who has seen many doors close, perhaps you relate deeply to this couple. Let this testimony encourage you: hold on. Speak the word of faith. Let others speak it—and believe it.

God is faithful. He sees your heart, He knows your wait. And sometimes, just when it seems nothing works, He moves in a way beyond what medicine, reason, or human expectation can accomplish.

Closing with Hope

May this story remind us all that for Jesus Christ, nothing is impossible (Lk.1:27). He comforts the broken, rewards those who wait, and fulfills His word in His perfect timing.

“And whatever you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive.” — Jesus Christ (Matthew 21:22)

Muslim Woman Shani Suneer's Kreupasanam Testimony:

Shani Suneer, a Muslim woman from Thoppumpadi, Kochi, shares her extraordinary journey of faith, which led her to the Kreupasanam Shrine. After working in an IT company in Pune for three years, Shani returned to her hometown, only to face countless family problems and immense stress.  

One night, she had a dream of a mother clad in a blue saree, inviting her to "her home" and promising her everything she longed for in life. Though puzzled, Shani began searching for this mysterious mother wherever she went!

The answer came unexpectedly through her husband, a bus driver. While watching a vlog about buses and routes, he stumbled upon a video about Kreupasanam and shared it with Shani. Intrigued, she delved into more videos and testimonials about the shrine. It was then that she realized the "Mother" from her dream was none other than the Virgin Mary, inviting her to Kreupasanam.  

Visiting the shrine, Shani took the Udambadi (covenant prayer) and began her devotion. On her way back home, she was enveloped by a divine fragrance, which she perceived as the presence of the Holy Virgin Mother Mary.  

Shani revealed her newfound Marian faith to her muslim husband, who initially objected but eventually permitted her devotion. Her husband, who had been drinking since the age of 15, experienced a miraculous transformation. One night, as Shani wept and prayed at the feet of her drunken husband while he was asleep, she had a vision of the crucified Christ near him. When she recounted this to him the next morning, he miraculously gave up his chronic drinking habit.  

Shani also experienced physical healing through her devotion. Severe neck and body pain that had tormented her for years vanished after she applied the anointed oil from Kreupasanam. Since then, she has been blessed with visions of the Holy Mother in her dreams and continues to witness abundant blessings in her life.  

Shani's testimony is a moving account of how faith and devotion to the Virgin Mary brought healing, transformation, and peace to her life and family. Her journey to Kreupasanam has been a beacon of hope and a testament to the boundless grace of the Holy Mother.

Testimony of Nisha from Thiruvalla about the Paper

 I’m Nisha, a Hindu believer from Thiruvalla, Kerala. My husband and I once ran a thriving supermarket and bakery. However, like many others, our business crumbled under the weight of the COVID-19 pandemic, leaving us in financial ruin and deep despair.  

When hope seemed lost, a neighbor handed me a Kreupasanam paper, introducing me to the Holy Mother of Kreupasanam, a Shrine I had never heard of. Reading it sparked something profound in me. I dozed off, only to be awakened by a voice calling, "Wake up, wake up." When I woke, I felt an overwhelming sense of peace, as though the Holy Mother herself had called me.  

Without delay, my husband and I made our way to the Kreupasanam Shrine, where we took Udambadi (the covenant). Though initially, our financial struggles persisted, our faith deepened. We committed to prayer, virtue, and charity, and slowly, miracles began to unfold—including the suspected cancer diagnosis for my mother vanishing.  

Today, we no longer seek financial blessings but cherish the loving presence of the Holy Mother in our lives. There is considerable change in my behaviour like controlling anger and feeding the poor etc. The experience reaffirmed my belief in the power of devotion and prayer, echoing the faith, just as our journey to Kreupasanam strengthened our faith.  

I now share this story to inspire others to seek solace in faith, no matter their background, and to approach the compassionate Mother of Lord Jesus Christ when life seems most hopeless. Lot of thanks and love to the Lord and His Mother.

Kreupasanam Rosary Maha Rally 2024: Instructions

The 'Kreupasanam Rosary Maha Rally' (അഖണ്ഡ ജപമാല മഹാ റാലി) is organized by the Kreupasanam Marian Shrine, located at Kalavoor in Alappuzha, Kerala, on the last Saturday of October every year. The first rally, held in 2002, saw only a few hundred participants. However, the rally on October 28, 2023, attracted about six lakh participants, and this year ie 2024, it is anticipated that over one million people will take part, thus making it the largest Rosary rally in India and possibly in the whole world.

The Kreupasanam Maha Japamala Rally is conducted for the attainment of individual blessings, as well as for the well-being and peace of the state, country, and the world. People from all walks of life, irrespective of religious or racial differences, join this 'Akhanda Japamala Rally' in large numbers, traveling from both nearby and distant places.

As the grand rally commences from Kreupasanam at 6.00 am and concludes at St. Andrew's Basilica in Arthunkal, it covers a considerable distance. With the number of participants having increased significantly, the route has been changed this year to avoid inconvenience to the general public and minimize traffic congestion. The rally will now proceed along the beach road, which is free from traffic issues and lined with many shady trees, providing a more comfortable and unobstructed path.

**Instructions for Participants of the Rosary Rally:**

1. Participants should carry essentials such as a hat, umbrella, water, and refreshments.

2. Bring a carry bag to store your shoes or sandals while walking on the sand.

3. For those unable to walk along the beach road, can avail the bus services towards Arthunkal.

4. Participants over the age of 60 or those with heart diseases or other serious illnesses are advised not to participate in the rally.

5. KSRTC buses are arranged from Arthunkal Basilica Church to the national highway, and authorities will assist devotees in catching buses to their destinations.

6. Those arriving in personal vehicles should affix the front page of the October issue of the Kreupasanam newspaper to their vehicle for proper guidance by traffic police. Vehicles should not be parked along the sides of Arthunkal Basilica Road under any circumstances.

Rally inauguration and flag off will be done by Rt Rev Dr Varghese Chakkalakkal, Bishop of Kozhikode, and the rally captain is Rev Fr Dr V.P Joseph, the founder Director of Kreupasanam Marian Shrine.

Kreupasanam Marian Statue Installed in Chicago, USA

Kreupasanam Holy Mother's statue installed in Chicago St Thomas Syro Malabar Cathedral by Bishop Mar Joy Alappatt!

The Syro Malabar Catholic community in the United States recently witnessed a significant spiritual event with the installation of the Kreupasanam Marian Statue in the Cathedral Church. The solemn ceremony was led by Mar Joy Alappatt, the Bishop of the Syro Malabar Eparchy of St. Thomas in Chicago. This installation marks a momentous occasion for Marian devotees across the country, promising to be a source of great help and comfort.

The Kreupasanam Marian Statue, revered for its association with numerous miracles and spiritual consolations, originates from the Kreupasanam Marian Shrine near Alleppy in Kerala, India. This shrine is a renowned pilgrimage site where countless devotees have reported experiencing the Blessed Virgin Mary's intercession in their lives. Bringing this statue to the United States symbolizes the extension of this Divine comfort to the growing Syro Malabar Catholic community in America.

The ceremony was attended by numerous faithful, reflecting the deep devotion and respect for the Blessed Virgin Mother Mary within the Syro Malabar tradition. Mar Joy Alappatt emphasized the significance of this installation, noting that the Holy Virgin Mother of Kreupasanam will serve as a beacon of hope, peace, and spiritual guidance for all who seek Her intercession.

Marian devotion holds a special place in the hearts of many within the Syro Malabar community, and the presence of the Kreupasanam Marian Statue in the United States is expected to foster a deeper spiritual connection among devotees. It is anticipated that this statue will become a focal point for prayer, reflection, and pilgrimage, reinforcing the faith and unity of the Syro Malabar Catholics in the diaspora.

In a time where many seek solace and divine assistance, the Kreupasanam Marian Statue stands as a testament to the enduring faith and cultural heritage of the Syro Malabar Catholics of Kerala. It brings a piece of their rich spiritual tradition to American soil, offering the faithful a tangible connection to their roots and a powerful symbol of the Blessed Mother's love and protection.

Sheeba's amazing testimony of aggressive stomach cancer cured

This is Sheeba from Pallippuram in Ernakulam, Kerala. She hails from an orthodox Hindu family. She is narrating her story of how she came to know about Jesus Christ and the Holy Virgin Mother, and how miraculously she became their ardent believer. 

Sheeba's husband Sambasivan- a fisherman, was diagnosed with aggressive cancer in the stomach, with a tumor weighing 2.5 kgs. The cancer had spread to all his internal organs, and his condition became very hopeless.

He was admitted to a hospital where surgeons performed a surgery that lasted for 10 and a half hours. During the surgery, most of his internal organs such as the large and small intestines, esophagus, gallbladder, etc., were partially removed. His food pipe was removed, and a separate tube was fixed in its place. When he was shifted to the ventilator, his condition was worse than that of a dead body.

While Sheeba was crying outside the operating theater seeing the condition of her husband, a woman gave her a Kreupasanam paper and told her to pray, saying, "Nothing is impossible with God!" Though she had never heard of Kreupasanam or the Holy Mother, she hugged the paper with respect and prayed to the unknown God to cure her husband, whom the doctors had predicted would not survive.

Sheeba did not lose hope; she prayed fervently. Despite objections from her husband, son, and other members of their Hindu community who did not share her belief, she persevered. She visited Kreupasanam, took Udambadi and prayed with unwavering faith, and her persistence paid off. What followed was an incredible miracle. 

Slowly and gradually, all of Sambasivan's organs regrew, much to the astonishment of the doctors who had treated or operated on him. Today, Sheeba holds an unshakable devotion to Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Mother Mary. She testifies to the power of Christ and His Virgin Mother to everyone she meets.

A devoted believer who felt as the 'daughter of the King of Kings'!

Merlin Martin's journey is one of faith, perseverance, and divine intervention. Hailing from Angamaly in the Ernakulam district, Merlin's devotion to Holy Mother Mary was unwavering, yet she found herself at odds with Kreupasanam Mother due to hearsay about the deity's authenticity. This led her to oppose the Kreupasanam Prayer conducted by her mother in their home.

Merlin was the eldest daughter in her family with three younger brothers. She was a responsible and concerned member in the family which was completely sunk in debts!

Despite having no background in aviation or hospitality, Merlin harbored a fervent dream of becoming a cabin crew member at Qatar Airways. Her aspirations led her to participate in a rigorous selection process in Calcutta, where 998 other competent and beautiful candidates vied for the coveted positions. In her own assessment, Merlin considered herself the least qualified candidate, citing her physic particularly her height. During the selection process, any scar on the candidates' bodies typically led to disqualification. However, Merlin boldly chose to reveal the scars on her knees, attributing them to her devout prayer life. Remarkably, even the selectors (who were also devout) overlooked this, recognizing the depth of her faith and conviction.

Against all odds, Merlin emerged triumphant, securing one of only eight positions offered. Her journey serves as a testament to the power of faith and determination. Merlin attributes her success not only to her unwavering belief in Lord Jesus and Holy Mother but also to the transformative power of prayer.

The blessings extended beyond her professional life, permeating into her household, which underwent a remarkable transformation. Previously fraught with challenges, including her father's struggle with alcohol addiction, Merlin's family found newfound peace, happiness, and prosperity.

Merlin's story is a reminder that obstacles can be overcome through faith and perseverance. Her journey from opposition to opportunity underscores the profound impact of steadfast belief in the face of adversity. As Merlin continues to navigate life's challenges, she does so with an unshakable faith in God, knowing that with Him, all things are possible.