Kreupasanam Testimony of Abimol: From Repeated IELTS Failures to Success in IELTS and CBT Through Prayer and Faith
May the Divine Name of the Lord Be Glorified!
An inspiring testimony of faith, perseverance, the power of prayer, the Holy Bible, and devotion to the Holy Mother of Kreupasanam.
When Every Attempt Ended in Disappointment
Sometimes, life takes us through a long and painful journey before we experience the joy of success. Repeated failures can weaken our confidence, and even the encouragement of our loved ones may not be enough to overcome our disappointment. But when we continue to trust in God, hope can remain alive even in the darkest moments.
The testimony of Abimol, a nurse who experienced repeated failures in her attempts to pass the IELTS examination, is an inspiring story of perseverance, prayer, and renewed hope through her visit to Kreupasanam Marian Shrine in Kerala.
Her journey reminds us that when we feel helpless, we should not lose hope or give up praying.
Five IELTS Attempts and Repeated Failures
Abimol had been working as a nurse. In 2017, she resigned from her job and returned to Kerala to prepare for the IELTS examination, hoping to pursue her professional dreams abroad.
She attended different coaching centres and wrote the IELTS examination five times in 2017. Although her teachers repeatedly encouraged her, assuring her that she would succeed, the results did not meet her expectations.
She then believed that the OET examination might be a better option. However, she could not achieve the required score in the writing section on her first or second attempt.
Despite having visited several retreat centres and prayed earnestly, she continued to experience disappointment. Some people even questioned her, wondering why she had not succeeded despite praying so much.
Such experiences can be deeply painful. When repeated failures are accompanied by criticism and discouragement, a person may begin to lose confidence in herself.
Yet Abimol did not abandon her dream.
Her parents continued to encourage her, expressing their confidence in her ability to succeed. Their support gave her strength to try again.
Unfortunately, six more further IELTS attempts brought more disappointment. Sometimes she failed to achieve the required writing score; at other times, she lost marks in another module.
Eventually, she reached a point where she felt completely discouraged and did not know what to do next.
A Friend Introduces Her to Kreupasanam
At this difficult stage in her life, a friend suggested that she visit Kreupasanam Marian Shrine at Kalavoor, Alappuzha, and pray there.
Encouraged by her friend's suggestion, Abimol visited Kreupasanam on December 12, 2018, according to her testimony. There, she made an Udambadi covenant and entrusted her future to God through prayer.
She subsequently wrote the IELTS examination on January 5.
What happened next brought her tremendous joy.
Abimol testified that she achieved the IELTS result she had been struggling to obtain after 12 unsuccessful attempts.
She described her success as miraculous because, according to her account, she had not attended another coaching centre or undertaken additional studies during that preparation period. Instead, she followed the spiritual practices she had been instructed to undertake at Kreupasanam.
She prayed twice a day and read the Holy Bible for more than half an hour daily.
After so many disappointments, this success renewed her hope and strengthened her faith.
The Holy Bible: A Source of Wisdom and Strength
Reflecting on her experience, Abimol encouraged those preparing for IELTS to pray earnestly and read the Holy Bible.
She expressed her conviction that the Word of God is a source of knowledge and wisdom. For her, prayer and Bible reading became central to the period in which she finally achieved the result she had long desired.
Her message invites us to remember that spiritual life is not merely about asking God for favours. Prayer can also strengthen our hearts, renew our courage, and help us face difficulties with greater confidence.
The Holy Bible declares:
“The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom.” — Psalm 111:10
God's Word guides us in wisdom and truth. At the same time, those preparing for professional examinations should continue to practise, study, and develop the knowledge and skills required for success. Abimol's testimony describes the spiritual discipline that sustained her during a challenging period of her life.
Another Challenge: The UK Nursing CBT Examination
Abimol's journey did not end with IELTS success. She wanted to pursue her nursing career in the United Kingdom, and she contacted an agency to learn about the next steps.
She was informed that she would also need to pass the CBT examination, another important step in her professional journey.
According to her account, the examination was considered difficult, and she was initially told that an examination date might not be available until after March.
Once again, she turned to prayer, seeking the intercession of the Holy Mother and asking Her to help open a way forward.
When she checked again, she was surprised to find an examination date available on February 11.
For Abimol, this unexpected opportunity was another reason to give thanks to God.
The Marian Medal and Her Prayer During the Examination
Abimol also shared a touching detail about how she approached the CBT examination.
Whenever she selected an answer, she would put her Marian Medal aside and pray, asking the Holy Mother to intercede for her and help her choose the correct answer.
She described the examination as difficult, but she believed that the Lord had helped her through the challenge.
According to her testimony, she succeeded in both IELTS and CBT within a remarkably short period after turning to prayer at Kreupasanam.
She expressed profound gratitude to the Lord Jesus Christ and His Holy Virgin Mother for the blessings she believed she had received.
Her words convey the joy of someone who had endured repeated disappointment and finally found renewed confidence and hope.
What Can We Learn from Abimol's Testimony?
Abimol's story offers several inspiring lessons for anyone facing repeated failures or uncertainty about the future.
1. Do not give up after repeated failures.
Failure does not have to be the end of our journey. It can be an opportunity to reassess our efforts, learn from our mistakes, and begin again with renewed determination.
2. Never stop praying during difficult times.
Prayer can help us remain hopeful when circumstances appear unfavourable. Even when an answer does not come immediately, we can continue to entrust our worries and plans to God.
3. Read and meditate on the Word of God.
The Holy Bible provides spiritual guidance, wisdom, comfort, and encouragement. Regular Bible reading can help us face life's trials with greater faith.
4. Value the encouragement of family and friends.
Abimol's parents encouraged her to continue pursuing her dream, while a friend introduced her to Kreupasanam. Their support played an important part in her journey.
5. Give thanks to God when blessings come.
Abimol did not speak only about passing examinations. She also expressed heartfelt gratitude to the Lord Jesus Christ and His Holy Virgin Mother for the blessings she experienced.
6. Combine faith with responsible effort.
Prayer and trust in God need not be separated from practical preparation. Study, disciplined practice, professional guidance, and perseverance remain important in pursuing our goals.
A Message of Hope for Those Who Are Struggling
Are you preparing for a competitive examination? Are you facing repeated failures in your studies, career, family life, or personal plans? Have people discouraged you because your prayers have not yet brought the result you hoped for?
Abimol's testimony invites you not to surrender to despair.
Continue praying. Read the Holy Bible. Seek the guidance of God. Ask the Holy Mother to intercede for you, according to the Catholic tradition of devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary. At the same time, persevere in the practical steps needed to achieve your goal.
We cannot promise that every prayer will result in the exact outcome we desire or that every examination will be passed without difficulty. But we can continue to place our trust in God's providence and seek His strength as we face the challenges before us.
The words of Psalm 37:5 offer a beautiful reminder:
“Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act.” — Psalm 37:5
Praise the Lord Jesus Christ!
Abimol concluded her testimony by expressing immense gratitude to the Lord Jesus Christ and His Holy Virgin Mother. After years of frustration and repeated examination failures, she believed that her prayers at Kreupasanam had marked a turning point in her life.
Her story is a reminder to all who are struggling that disappointment need not destroy hope.
May all glory, praise, and thanksgiving be given to the Lord Jesus Christ!
May the Holy Virgin Mary intercede for all those who are suffering, those preparing for examinations, nurses seeking opportunities abroad, and families praying for the future of their children.
Praise the Lord! May the Divine Name of the Lord be glorified!